Wednesday, February 29, 2012
Courage
What is courage? Writing about courage is a hard thing cuz courage is different for every person. Courage gives people strength. The next question I'd ask is what gives me strength? Well I'd have to say my friends. I think the biggest challenge we have in life well, is life. What gives us courage to wake up every morning and go to school or go through out our daily lives? So what gives us that courage? I'd have to say my friends give me the courage to get up in the morning and go to school (which is a legal form of torture) everyday even though I may not like it or even enjoy it. Some people might say courage is when you stand up for something that is difficult like, if you saw some kid getting bullied and you stood up for them even if you didn't know them. people would say you have COURAGE to do that. But what if someone asks you why you did that? will you just answer "Just cuz i have the courage." or would it be "I didn't like what I saw and had to stand up for it" or would it be "I just felt like it?" Where does that put you as?
Sunday, February 26, 2012
Brithdays
I thought birthdays were to celebrate you. but as it turns out i was wrong i just had a recent birthday. and it was more of a "Bash day on my day." all i got really was snide comments from family members. and i got a lecture from my dad about how i'm making wrong choices so. just to let you know birthdays are really BASHdays.
Saturday, February 25, 2012
LIFE and DEATH
Most people ponder about LIFE but what is there to ponder about LIFE but i often ponder about DEATH. why is DEATH so different then LIFE. if there's LIFE after DEATH then wouldn't DEATH just be the same thing as LIFE? So why are people so afraid of DEATH?yes they are dying in this world. but you'll see them in the next right? So again i ask why are we so afraid of DEATH?
Friday, February 17, 2012
Dreams
Dreams. Are dreams real? I often ponder. because if dreams are real do the people in my dreams really get hurt? I get all sorts of dreams from happy ones to sad ones to out right depressing ones where i see my best friends die. What does that mean? does it mean i'll see them die? i'd rather not see them die. expessually if they die in the way they do in my dreams. but i would like my happy ones to come true. like the ones of my dream house. witch is a cottage with acers of land surrounding it full of horses and all sorts of animals with a forest all around it for me to go explore. i quiet like those dreams. or the dreams where i live in Disneyland those are good ones. . . .but. . .then i wonder if dreams have a meaning. . .if they do what do my dreams mean?
Fear
Fear is a rather hard thing to type about since i'm really only scared of one thing. (those of you that have read my earlier posts will reconize my fear) My fear is known as the Hooded Man. (aka HM)
He follows me he comes in my room like he's wating for the exact moment to attack me. he looks somewhat like that picture but more scarier and menacing. there are sometimes when he has atually attacked me. but he cheats!! he's a freaken cheater!!! i'll plat one blow on him and he dissapears!!! that COWARD!!!! but still. . .it scares me what is he planning?. . . .
He follows me he comes in my room like he's wating for the exact moment to attack me. he looks somewhat like that picture but more scarier and menacing. there are sometimes when he has atually attacked me. but he cheats!! he's a freaken cheater!!! i'll plat one blow on him and he dissapears!!! that COWARD!!!! but still. . .it scares me what is he planning?. . . .
Saturday, February 11, 2012
Prologue
"WILLOW!" Jack said " The council wants to speak to you!" i quickly stood up "okay I'm coming." I ran down the twisted Halls of HQ. My white cloak flew behind me and Xavier ran with me as a White Wolf. I went through the Big Brown doors that led to the council meeting room. "Willow Marksman." Chancellor Oden said "yes Chancellor?" I said bowing my head respectfully. "We have decided that you will be banned. Due to what the prophecy says we can't have you anymore. but because of your loyalty so far and your hard word we wont kill you. . .yet." that sent a shiver down my spine. yet. . .it echoed in my mind. "we are going to wipe your memory and send you to a normal world where you can't harm anyone." I nodded "I understand."
I'm thinking about. . . .
I think about you like piano thinks about the hands playing it. I think about you like books think about there readers. I think about you like a balloon thinks about floating. i think about you like horses think about the grass. I think about you ingredients think about being baked. I think about you like cookies think of getting eating. i think about you like patients think about getting better. I think about you like cookies think about milk. I think about you like games think about playing. I think about you like socks think about shoes. I think about you like water thinks about seaweed. I think about you like the cottage thinks about the guests. I think about you like fire thinks about warmth. I think about you like the ghosts think about haunting.
Friday, February 3, 2012
My Weird Friends
So i have lots of weird friends. we go on awesome crazy adventures from returning the mystical staff of the bird peoples to the bird peoples to fighting dark and strange creatures, to getting lost in the Raccoon chateau (even though we practically live there) Most of my friends are band geeks. witch none of them will deny we all love being band geeks. cuz we are awesome. (especially the Mellos and French Horns :D )My best friend is a band freak she truly is. she even confessed so herself. and she's standing right here reading over my shoulder. yay band freaks!!!! and she can't deny anything that i'm about to say. . . .
100 More Ways to tell if you've been in Band too long...
1. When you hear music and you start marking time.
2. When you walk behind someone and you're in step with them.
3. When you try to guess the tempo of your favorite song.
4. When all your friends are in the band.
5. When you don't mind changing clothes on the bus.
6. When you point out key changes and dynamics while listening to the radio.
7. When every guy/girl you're interested in is in the band.
8. When you like wearing your uniform.
9. When people ask you about your social life and you say, "Oh, you mean my flute/trumpet/drum/etc.?"
10. When you consider your drill book a fashion accessory.
11. When you've had a "trombone-ectomy"
12. When you practice your instrument more than you talk to your dog.
13. When being mauled by a drum is a normal part of life.
14. When people worry when they see you without you instrument.
15. When "armed guard," means a girl with a pole instead of a guy with a gun.
16. When band camp is FUN
17. When you respond to "band fag"
18. When someone says the word "box" and you automatically put your head up.
19. When you remember flats and sharps more easily than your name.
20. When you dress the lunch line, and urge others to do the same.
21. When you're alone and you suffocate because there's no one telling you to breathe.
22. When slides feel normal.
23. When your instrument has a name.
24. When you remember your instrument's birthday and forget your mom's.
25. When making a line is you biggest accomplishment of the day.
26. When back marching no longer reminds you of ballet.
27. When you give your instrument a birthday party.
28. When you can make brown shoes look white.
29. When your uniform fits.
30. When white feathers become a fashion "do".
31. When you see your section more than you see your family.
32. When everyone wants to kill the other football team...and you want to kill the other band.
33. When you have dreams about selling Woody's Wings.
34. When you think evening practices should last a half-hour longer.
35. When you accidentally call your band director "Dad".
36. When you CAN sight-read.
37. When you can put on you uniform in less than 10 minutes.
38. When reeds taste good.
39. When Woody's Wings are part of you daily diet.
40. When you think your plume is alive.
41. When marking time is your favorite form of exercise.
42. When you have a neck strap/harness/dot book tan line.
43. When you subconsciously start practicing with a pencil.
44. When numbers past 8 aren't important.
45. When you're more opinionated about the Madison scouts/Phantom Regiment Rivalry than the O.J. trial.
46. When you roll-step through the cafeteria so you don't spill your lunch.
47. When you'd rather practice than read this list.
48. When letters past G aren't important.
49. When you CAN AND ARE WILLING to fall asleep on the band bus.
50. When you hear music and start conducting.
51. When your non-band friends have disowned you.
52. You've named your plume.
53. You attend a game only to watch the halftime show and then leave once it's over.
54. Your social life includes memorizing music.
55. You've practiced so long the color gaurd is together.
56. You memorize stand tunes for fun.
57. You know your school fight song by heart.
58. You root for the other football team to lessen the time of your season.
59. You don't mind singing on the bus so long as it's the show music.
60. You step on the field again after summer vacation, kiss the ground and yell "I'm home at last!"
61. You can sing not only your show from three years ago, but the other band's show that beat you.
62. You invest in a mouthpiece warmer.
63. Wide open spaces urge you to march your show.
64. You have at least 2 insturments - a junky one for marching and a good one for concert band.
65. Dreams of marching are constantly in your head.
66. Seeing the sun rise and sun set standing in the same spot on the same field doesn't seem odd.
67. You come back after graduation to watch the band on their first day of summer band.
68. You practice the show so much people think you have eyes in the back of your head.
69. You purposely get demerits/fail so you can have extra marching time.
70. You wear your marching shoes to school.
71. The most exciting thing in your life is marching band.
72. It feels odd to wake up in the morning when there is light outside.
73. You start to call the "football field" the "marching field".
74. You call to ask for marching advice from people who graduated years ago.
75. Your senior year you buy your own uniform, hat, and plume as a momento.
76. You no longer think of yourself as a person, but as a dot on a drill book page.
77. You remmeber each year of high school by the show that you marched in and not the grade.
78. You sit in ready position...at the dinner table.
79. You march in the summer to keep up good marching skills.
80. You have good marching skills.
81. You "Plume Kiss"
82. Your homecoming mum says "Go Band!" not "Go Team!"
83. You miss homecoming for a band function and don't mind.
84. Everyone fights like family.
85. Your band locker has more of your personal items in it than your closet.
86. You forget your sister's name but remember the first, middle, and last name of everyone in your +200 member band.
87. You see your section more than your family.
88. You know everyone in band's business.
89. You have no secrets.
90. Your pets enjoy hearing you play.
91. You can tell who's in the bathroom by looking at their sneakers under the stall.
92. The furniture is dented from your drummer friends banging on it.
93. You can still play your horn for 40 minutes straight after being awake on a bus for 40 hours.
94. You add "English Royal Gaurd" to your job choices after you graduate high school.
95. Changing your oil means opening up your case.
96. You think of sabatoging instruments at the solo & ensemble festival.
97. You can have an interesting conversation with a tuba player or a drummer.
98. You go trick or treating in you band uniform and can think of something your uniform could be (Royal Gaurd Uniform, Police Man Uniform, ect..)
99. You can tell someone's band jacket just by looking at the patches.
And finally the 100th way to tell if you've been in band too long...
100. You actually read through this whole list because it was funny and you got most of the jokes.
2. When you walk behind someone and you're in step with them.
3. When you try to guess the tempo of your favorite song.
4. When all your friends are in the band.
5. When you don't mind changing clothes on the bus.
6. When you point out key changes and dynamics while listening to the radio.
7. When every guy/girl you're interested in is in the band.
8. When you like wearing your uniform.
9. When people ask you about your social life and you say, "Oh, you mean my flute/trumpet/drum/etc.?"
10. When you consider your drill book a fashion accessory.
11. When you've had a "trombone-ectomy"
12. When you practice your instrument more than you talk to your dog.
13. When being mauled by a drum is a normal part of life.
14. When people worry when they see you without you instrument.
15. When "armed guard," means a girl with a pole instead of a guy with a gun.
16. When band camp is FUN
17. When you respond to "band fag"
18. When someone says the word "box" and you automatically put your head up.
19. When you remember flats and sharps more easily than your name.
20. When you dress the lunch line, and urge others to do the same.
21. When you're alone and you suffocate because there's no one telling you to breathe.
22. When slides feel normal.
23. When your instrument has a name.
24. When you remember your instrument's birthday and forget your mom's.
25. When making a line is you biggest accomplishment of the day.
26. When back marching no longer reminds you of ballet.
27. When you give your instrument a birthday party.
28. When you can make brown shoes look white.
29. When your uniform fits.
30. When white feathers become a fashion "do".
31. When you see your section more than you see your family.
32. When everyone wants to kill the other football team...and you want to kill the other band.
33. When you have dreams about selling Woody's Wings.
34. When you think evening practices should last a half-hour longer.
35. When you accidentally call your band director "Dad".
36. When you CAN sight-read.
37. When you can put on you uniform in less than 10 minutes.
38. When reeds taste good.
39. When Woody's Wings are part of you daily diet.
40. When you think your plume is alive.
41. When marking time is your favorite form of exercise.
42. When you have a neck strap/harness/dot book tan line.
43. When you subconsciously start practicing with a pencil.
44. When numbers past 8 aren't important.
45. When you're more opinionated about the Madison scouts/Phantom Regiment Rivalry than the O.J. trial.
46. When you roll-step through the cafeteria so you don't spill your lunch.
47. When you'd rather practice than read this list.
48. When letters past G aren't important.
49. When you CAN AND ARE WILLING to fall asleep on the band bus.
50. When you hear music and start conducting.
51. When your non-band friends have disowned you.
52. You've named your plume.
53. You attend a game only to watch the halftime show and then leave once it's over.
54. Your social life includes memorizing music.
55. You've practiced so long the color gaurd is together.
56. You memorize stand tunes for fun.
57. You know your school fight song by heart.
58. You root for the other football team to lessen the time of your season.
59. You don't mind singing on the bus so long as it's the show music.
60. You step on the field again after summer vacation, kiss the ground and yell "I'm home at last!"
61. You can sing not only your show from three years ago, but the other band's show that beat you.
62. You invest in a mouthpiece warmer.
63. Wide open spaces urge you to march your show.
64. You have at least 2 insturments - a junky one for marching and a good one for concert band.
65. Dreams of marching are constantly in your head.
66. Seeing the sun rise and sun set standing in the same spot on the same field doesn't seem odd.
67. You come back after graduation to watch the band on their first day of summer band.
68. You practice the show so much people think you have eyes in the back of your head.
69. You purposely get demerits/fail so you can have extra marching time.
70. You wear your marching shoes to school.
71. The most exciting thing in your life is marching band.
72. It feels odd to wake up in the morning when there is light outside.
73. You start to call the "football field" the "marching field".
74. You call to ask for marching advice from people who graduated years ago.
75. Your senior year you buy your own uniform, hat, and plume as a momento.
76. You no longer think of yourself as a person, but as a dot on a drill book page.
77. You remmeber each year of high school by the show that you marched in and not the grade.
78. You sit in ready position...at the dinner table.
79. You march in the summer to keep up good marching skills.
80. You have good marching skills.
81. You "Plume Kiss"
82. Your homecoming mum says "Go Band!" not "Go Team!"
83. You miss homecoming for a band function and don't mind.
84. Everyone fights like family.
85. Your band locker has more of your personal items in it than your closet.
86. You forget your sister's name but remember the first, middle, and last name of everyone in your +200 member band.
87. You see your section more than your family.
88. You know everyone in band's business.
89. You have no secrets.
90. Your pets enjoy hearing you play.
91. You can tell who's in the bathroom by looking at their sneakers under the stall.
92. The furniture is dented from your drummer friends banging on it.
93. You can still play your horn for 40 minutes straight after being awake on a bus for 40 hours.
94. You add "English Royal Gaurd" to your job choices after you graduate high school.
95. Changing your oil means opening up your case.
96. You think of sabatoging instruments at the solo & ensemble festival.
97. You can have an interesting conversation with a tuba player or a drummer.
98. You go trick or treating in you band uniform and can think of something your uniform could be (Royal Gaurd Uniform, Police Man Uniform, ect..)
99. You can tell someone's band jacket just by looking at the patches.
Thursday, February 2, 2012
Love
Love. . . is pointless love is hurtful. why get togeather togeather when you know eventually it will all end at this young age. Love should happen when your in college when you meet diffrent kinds of men from all over the world. unless your love is a book. books never dissapoint you.(ish. some authers like stephanie myer dissapoint you all the time) you have a good adventure awaiting for you as you open the cover .
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