Why? What if?

I constantly find my self asking. Why? Why me? and What if? like What if  I never me Jade? would i still be here today? What if the darkness won? Why out of everyone on this stoopid planet.why me? why am i the outcast? the one thats mocked and hated. The one with the imagination and different adventures and the friends that no one can see. but i can. They call me Crazy. they scorn me. they mock me. they pretend to be nice to me when there asked to. but you can tell. there making fun of me. telling me i'm stoopid. psychotic.I'm unwanted. unloved. and that i'm very much ALONE.  But why do i deserve to be alone? if everyone else is allowed to have someone. not have to hide there true self because they'll be mocked. Why  do i have to be the one person the world seems to not care about? And when i find someone that does care about me. Who likes me for who i am. Everyone tries to tear us apart. and whenever were together and other people are there, they try and separate us. Make me be alone. Be the only person not having fun. And it's all because there selfish lying bastards. (excuse my language but it's the truth) and because the one person who pays attention to me is in the more popular crowd. everyone thinks we shouldn't be friends. let alone Best Friends. but little do they know. were actually sisters. Separated during a terrible war. where our minds were wiped and were sent here. even if they knew i doubt that would matter. But would it change if they knew I was a queen? and they way they've been treating me could have them punished? (aka. beheaded if Jade would let me.) But who would believe that? they already think i'm stoopid. they'd just say it's that weird imagination of yours. but guess what!? NEWS FLASH!!! IT'S REAL!!! the Threats, Kingdom , Species,Wars , etc... i guess it doesn't matter how many times i say it's real. no one will believe me. but i'll keep trying pressing on. maybe one day i'll get help. maybe one day people will actually care about me. not fake. but real. -sighs- but maybe that day will never come. I will never know for sure.  I guess thats the tricky thing with the future. you wont know until it happens.